Tuesday, April 17, 2012

I know I only have my best friend as a follower but I guess I can post these as some catch up diary bullshit incase I have have stalker followers that want to know my life

So, I haven't done this in a long ass time. I guess since I've been gone I haven't done much other then piss away my life as always. I lost 8 lb last weekend(to any other girl that understands, AM I RIGHT?!?!) this was do to me meeting probably the two newest people in my life who I genuinely feel could have a large impact in my life. Which is strange knowing that neither one of them liked me until they met me. They're great girls, a mother of twins and an old acquaintance's ex. Both of them could not stress enough how they wanted to watch me make the decisions they weren't smart enough to make while still doing the socialite things I do. I also had my JWU interview(Horay) my interviewer told me I got in, go me! I'm supper pumped to get that letter. I also got back my grades from my community college course, ones like a 5 out of ten and the other is like a nine out of ten, sooo hopefully I can pull a c in that course.
That covers end of march and all of april so far.
I realized why I do drugs, it's because I know they'll always be there for me. I don't trust people for that. Drugs though, they are always there I can count on it, they are always there always willing and ever changing for the better.